Why is it so hard for me to be patient? I used to be the most patient person I know. I thought I would be a patient mother, but I am so not that!! HAHA! I find myself getting more and more irriated with "stupid" people and people who make trouble for other people out of trivial things. I wish that God would zap me with the patience wand again because I don't like the person/mommy that I have been the last several months. Maybe our vacation is long over due. Thank goodness we only have 3 weeks until we leave. I am hoping my sanity will hold out until then. Maybe when we come home, I will be more patient with Mason and not so quick to jump on him for getting into things that a norml 3 year old does. I love my children so much, but feel as though I am failing them as a mother. Even though I stay home with them, I feel as though I am not doing enough for them. Does anyone else feel that way? Maybe it is just me.
Working one day a week is great. I love it! I love helping out with problem solving and being there for the people I work with. However, I am so annoyed with some recent things that has happened, not necessarily the fault of the people I work with.
I really need that vacation!! :) I bet all of you do too after reading this!! Thank you if you have read this far!!!
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